because people think my style is "anime"-ish. i guess it is, isn't it...? since, after all, it is sort of anime inspired and that's where it stemmed from.

ack ja...portfolio day went rather well...and i feel insanely guilty because i made my friend come along and she stood in lines for me and maaaan. i fucking love her. >3< i made her dinner to make up for it though...anyways, i'm basically set, portfolio-wise. everyone loved my shit and i just got to fucking apply. and omgggg. i feel really really sad because i really love my friends here. fuck. fuck. fuck. i want to go, but i don't want to go. i dunno what to do, but you know what? i am learning to deal and its hard but i think its working. and i haven't smoked in over 3 weeks. ahhh...trying not to smoke anymore because i know its not good for me and my friends don't like it...its calms me so much when i'm stressed though..

watched an anime called, "mononoke" and its pretty interesting. the animation is super different, and the story is really slow, but intriging...i won't say i like it exactly, but i don't dislike it. soo..check it out if you're bored.

so. i curse like a sailor in real life. its not just like this in my journals. i think its a recent development really...almost all my sentences contain/end with the word fuck and with the words bitch and shit, sprinkled here and there. hahaaha. why.

need to work on my health. i was doing super good, but its so hard to keep it up. >_<

sorry...my life is more interesting then this...but i don't feel like typing it out. my journals lately contain the same things basically...transferring, friends, and some kind of tidbit of mah life.